so today is my birthday. i'm now 19 years old. honestly i dont feel any different than i did yesterday so i dunno maybe it'll hit me in a while. so since i'm in israel my birthday is not what i was expecting obviously if i was home with my friends. when i get home we're going to do something. but it was nice here too. last night we were out, my sister, my cousin and my "friend" and we went to a bar and hung out and stuff and they brought me ice cream and candles and sang when it hit midnight which was nice. so i liked that. i dunno i've never celebrated my birthday with anyone other than my immediate family and my best friends from new york. but this year was different and i cant complain about any of it....